Saturday, March 31, 2007

The Night Mistress


The Day fades
Darkness Prevails
The Angels trumpet is in full bloom
Jasmine lingers

Life force spent
In daily pursuit.
My eyes fail me
A yawn infects me.

Lurking in the shadows
She reveals herself.
Shrouded in beauty
Dark and mysterious.

Her presence comforts
She is inevitable.
I cannot run from her gaze
She shall have her prey.

Pale skin,
Soft features,
Gentle green eyes.
I loose myself.

Conscious lost
Reality slips back into focus.
Fighting against the current
Nyx observes this game.

Lurking in my mind
I feel the need to surrender.
Keeping her at arms length
I waste time in this realm.

My eyes start to to close.
I see a vision of her
Mystery forgotten, truth revealed
She glides towards me.

My defence has been breached.
She speaks directly to my soul.
I cannot resist her advances.
I'm drowning in her glance.

I have nothing to fear.
She has become dear.
She is my one constant
My companion in the darkness

I fall into her warm embrace.
We fall forever together
I am safe
I am sound
I am asleep.

Friday, March 23, 2007

Tag I'm it.....

As I started my weekly "Reading of the blogs" I was pleasantly surprised whilst reading Ruby's blog that she had tagged me. This is the first time I've been tagged so Thanks Ruby:)

(Cant remember the last time I played tag/catchings or whatever that kids game was called hmmm)

"Five things you dont know about me" hmmmm now what exactly should I reveal here. I mean as much as I reveal in my blog there has to be something that you just cant tell everyone, things that remain yours and that you dont want to share with the world. I mean I dont want to be one with my blog It should be an outlet, not a personification of me. Ok maybe im making a mountain out of a mole hill. Its only 5 things its not an essay on my inner most secrets. Hope these are not incriminating hehe :)


1) I Hate those little small, round, green, and squishy abominations known as Peas. I mean they are horrid. They dont really taste like anything and when you eat alot you get that after taste and they remind me of the exorcist. (the part where that demon possessed chic did a 360 head spin and started vomiting mushy peas) Basically I hate Peas.2) I wear contact lenses. My eyes are terrible im practically blind. When I was a kid I had these huge goggles. My glasses could literary be used as a means to vapourize small mammals. But thank fuly I have moved to contacts and last I hear my old glasses have been put to great use by NASA on the hubble space telescope. (Now you know who to thank for those beautiful images)

3) I really really really hate people who cheat. I feel that whatever comes from it is Haraam and completely wrong. I mean how can you live with yourself. I have no respect for cheaters they are less then single cell organisms.

4) This is a weird one but I dont have Rice Crispies with milk but with with tea. Like I'll have my tea with milk and sugar then pour the tea into the Rice Crispies. LOL dont laugh its awesome. You should try it and stop laughing I know im weird :)

*this is proving harder than expected*

5) I have an obsession with history and World War 2 history especially. I love the period and its complexities, conspiracies and meaning to the world. Makes for good movies and stories.

There you have it hehe

I tag Queen
Mazozo
Priya
Salma

Kuwabara. Kuwabara
The Lone Writer

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Untitled.....

Yes this is a lazy blog. A picture says a thousand words so yaah! Dont give me that look we all get lazy :)

Natural Masterpieces

I dont know what it was about this week but I was blessed with magnificent sunsets and cloud formations throughout the week. or maybe I just took the time this week to observe them. No artist can capture this beauty. Hope you enjoy sorry if the picture quality is abit low :)

Laden with Blood

Encroaching Darkness

Dont look into the light

Heaven Shining Through

Glaring Rift

And thats the reason :


And "Th-th-th-that's all folks!"

Kuwabara, Kuwabara
The Lone Photographer

Saturday, March 10, 2007

One or a Million! Who to save?


There are literally millions of people on the planet who need to be saved in one way or the other. The poor, depressed, uneducated, heart broken, orphaned, displaced, the rich (yes the rich need to be saved from themselves) but generally the poor need our efforts more and need us to bring them hope. But who do we save? Who is more important? Are we content saving one soul or determined to save millions? how can we do our part and still make a difference?

To give hope to these people and to assure them that they are not alone in this world is imperative. In fact it is our duty as human beings to treat our fellow humans regardless of colour or creed with the same kindness that we would expect. The grim fact is that most of the world is below the bread line and this and other economic and social factors leads to a backlog of people who are barely surviving. Everyday thousands die without a hope of being anything but a bleak statistic which organizations use to take rich people on a guilt trip.

There are numerous relief agencies and other NGO's doing tremendous work in parts of the world that some people dont even know exist. Even movie stars are making efforts to help the poor and the less fortunate adopting a kid here and there and giving them a life they would have never had. They are helping millions but still it doesnt seem to be enough and not all of us can give up so much of our time in this noble venture. Some of you will say thats nonsense and there is always time. I hope im not alone on this but sometimes there is just no time with all the other responsibilities in life and what you intend doing and what you do are never the same.

Now we all want to do something to help and to make a difference and well frankly feel alittle better because I dont think there is a person alive that doesnt feel good when helping someone so its not completely selfless. We not angels we are mortal and all have our own agendas. Now I havent made a point yet but I think I will soon,well you have read till here so please continue :)

The topic is as you can see One or a Million! who do you save? and thats my question. Is saving a million people more noble then saving one? Does it matter? Do we need to like keep score and compete about the amount of people we have helped? Keep it at a grass roots level or reach for the stars and spread yourself thin? Does one life mean less than a million?

Ofcourse I know the more people you help the better right? but what if you cant. In my opinion saving a life or helping a person is just as good as saving a million. Bringing a smile to a child who has lost his/her parents, assisting a disabled child onto his wheel chair, teaching a child to read and write, Helping an old man turn a page of a book his reading, consoling a single mother, teaching a person how to farm his land or fish, even a simple hug just to make a person feel loved are small gestures that go along way. They may seem small and insignificant but these small gestures can mean the world to a person.

Fine a hug cant make there hunger disappear, stop genocide or drought and im not saying you shouldnt give them food or relief im just saying that there is more to it then "indifferent relief". Feeding a million people will fill there bellies but teaching one man how to feed himself and he will pass that knowledge down and enable further generations to feed themselves and in essence helping thousands. Ok so basically im advocating education and some heart and thats how I feel I can help people. I could feed hundreds but if I havent brought a smile to a persons face or given them hope through a kind word, personally it will be a very hollow gesture. However I could feed one person and give them hope or even a smile and I will feel content because one life is priceless so it doesnt matter. Ok maybe my idea is abit idealistic and naive but its my view and ill practice it.

We all want to make the world turn and a better place I think I will take it one person at a time and make a difference in there life. I may make the world turn slowly but it will turn

Kuwabara, Kuwabara
The Lone Writer

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Literary Futility - The One

Day after Day
I wonder if you exist.
From dawn till dusk
You inhabit my thoughts.

Conforming to my mind.
Your shadow a shapeless form.
A ghost.
An idea of perfection.

Flawed!
Reality knocks gently.
You become tangible
not attainable.

My love where are you?
Why do you evade me?
Will I find you?
Am I not worthy?

I feel your radiance.
It gives me strength.
I hear your whisper in the wind
I am lost.

You wax and wane
Fleeting glimpses
In the eyes of imposters
I love you.

I hate you!
Tricked, betrayed and ignored.
You slip out of my grasp.
I cant live without you.

Mind a playground for the enlightened.
Soul Pure,
Love a plenty,
It all Falls short.

Patience the key?
Hope fails me.
Despair consumes me.
Love imprisons me.

Till the end of my days
confined to your majesty,
My mind intact.
My heart in tatters.

Wont you just let me be?
My love turns to indifference.
Let me rest my love
Let me Love you.

Kuwabara, Kuwabara
The Lone Writer